| I can't sleep. I wish I could say this was a one time thing. |
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| It's official I am ... ENGAGED! I am engaged to Ryan ... that puts butterflies in my stomach. They're good butterflies though. It's still kind of surreal, I don't think it has actually set in that I get to marry the love of my life. |
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| My first class fricken rocked! I cannot wait to see how the other ones go. I am so excited for this semester, nothing can ruin it. I'm looking forward to all of my other classes and I know it's kind of nerdy, but I love school and I am so happy to be back in the routine of going to class and yes doing homework. Talk to me in a couple of weeks and my opinion will probably be different though. |
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| It's almost time to go home and I am way super excited about it. I can finally sit at home and relax without people getting on my case about every little thing. Yay for Christmas break (God's gift to the college student) |
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| I am so stressed out! I feel like I am trapped and I just need to get through these next few days and then I can go home and have a happy life. Right now it seems like my feelings and emotions are about the last priority in everyone's life except mine. Is it really that hard to treat someone with the respect they deserve???? I know I am not perfect and that I get angry too, but I apologize afterwards ... most of the time. Right now I feel like I am being forced to choose between spending time with my boyfriend and being miserable or being without him and lonely!!! |
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